When I was a child, I used to ask myself who i wanted to become. When i was in 9th grade, i wanted to be an astronaut. As a teenager, Sushmita Sen (the then Miss Universe influenced me). Then started a time in my life when i forgot what i wanted to become really and joined the rat race in this physical reality. Although I had always been aware of my Spiritual side but I must admit that the world, with all it’s news & politics, undeveloped educational avenues, the dreams & desires had affected me for quite sometime. On one side, i used to have many Spiritual experiences & miracles and on the other side, i was always pulled by the whims and fancies of this world. I felt like i was always being pulled on the two sides.
I always knew that there were 2 forces existing around me. One dark and one light. Sometimes i performed good deeds and felt like an angel, other times i had feelings of guilt for being rude to somebody.
It was not before i was blessed by God to witness these forces in front of me that i really got the proof of their existence. Then a lot of questions popped up in my mind like, “If God created this world, then is the Dark force also created by God?” With time, i got all my answers.
Today, whatever I am , whoever I am, I am proud of that. I resigned from a very high post in this materialistic world to carry out a noble task for my brothers and sisters of this world. And I am so proud of that which i have become. I may no more hold any posts in the eyes of this world, but in the eyes of the Super-Conscious, I am Love. I have fallen in Love with myself, and I have fallen in Love with the omnipresent God.
We came on this earth for evolution. THAT was the purpose.And evolution is what i have understood. The evolution process does not stop. I have realised that which i was supposed to, as a Human Being. I feel complete. I have no more questions.
If today you ask me Who I Am…
Well let me think…
I feel myself in the birds, in the plants, in the mountains and the clouds. I am the beggar on the street and the most affluent man in the world is also I. I am the sage in the satsang and the clown in the circus is also I. But I …I do not exist. I live through you and you live through me.I will try to explain myself to you in three simple words.
I am LOVE.